I TELL YOU!

i am feeling DAMN fan edi!....i try to make my blog look like this blog but always fail..and the stupid html why so complicated one!...T----T...
even add picture also so susah!..

GGRRRRR!!!!

dead...super dead

Let's see...i have no idea when was the last time i typed a blog over here..mine is slowly growing..and here its slowly dying..never mind la...guess there is still time to post some up over here..

Well..i shall go back to the time 13th September 2009 around 5pm when Phie, Yenti and her mum and Mei Ling and Jo Leen came down to my house to bake cakes..Yes! Her mum joined us..I was kinda surprised at the beginning but was alright in the end..

It was fun. We didn't exactly bake a cake la..But we baked cookies and bread..

Phie, Yen and Yenti's mum came by.

Mei Ling arrived 1st and we all went to the Jusco in Metro Prima to buy ingredients... and then..head back to my home...

1st, we made bread..which was kinda simple...we just dumped everything in after measuring and mix...mix..and mix.....

and ViOLA!..a dough..placed a wet cloth over it and let it rise..

Then we proceed to cookies..chocolate chip cookies...it was a bit of a flop coz the choco chips were the wrong sized ones...a bit to the bigger-than-usual size..I have got a feeling that type is for cakes..i'll try that mixture someday with bread..

After i am done with raisin bread... =____=

so we did the cookie mixture..kill it my heating it in the oven..oh ya!...i forgot..Jo Leen joined us when we finished making the bread dough..XD

so we made cookies...

Phie and Yenti weigh the ingredients..Mei Ling helped read the recipe..hehe..and Jo Leen helped with the chopping of almonds..

(the last bit of the cookie mixture..)

and made it with some love..and what we got? a love cookie!

^_________^

(our outcome..cookie shaped with love...^-^)

Yeah, we didn't take any pictures coz we were too busy..XD

After that, i took them all out to makan. We went to KTZ for makan!..since we were all full edi (with bread..we baked the bread and Jo Leen's bread was the best..)

We ate dessert for dinner..Then i took them to the top of Desa ParkCity..the view there is lovely..But sadly, its gonna be privatised soon. Only people with bikes can go up there and sit for long..Anyhow, i can't show you guys the full scale view from up there, but if you ask philia, the view there is awesome..XD

(some pictures of how it is like on top)

(another picture)

(during the night)

OH YA!..and Susu has bought 3 nail polish..From Bloop de Paris..it was on sale RM 19.80 for 3..couldn't resist it so i bought.. Buy 2 free one..Is it cheaper there in Australia?

if it is, help me buy!..XD

3 colors

^----^

Good night people!

well..not that i wanna shock you guys...

ta-da!

ok..nothing much to see actually..just me..Sue Sue..

so Dudes, quick put up more blogs, i wanna know what kinda things you guys have been doing in Australia..

XD

miss ya..

how Bored can you be?

BORED!!!

BORED!!

i am bored to the max!!

Highlight between the stars for secret message..

*and i dun want to see another number..

no more helping client's audit this or that..!!

enough...*

sien...

name: Sue Sue

type: Polar bear

Major crime: annoying the world since 1988

minor crime: annoying you since...i don't know..how should i know!..

-___-

-poof!-

amore..when you least expect it..

ever notice how closely we pick our lovers..sometimes some of us do not bother at all...(maybe...)

but most of the time..there is something in him/her that we love so much to the extend it is why he adore our partners...what is your partner's speciality? think about it..or if you know it already..good...

Lately i have been too busy already..to the extend i feel absolutely tensed up that i cannot do my work.

so i spent some time working on another thing that has been bothering me..i noticed that the reason why i seem to always do not have time is because i do have a lot of things that i want to get out from my head, spell it out in stories or capture in my head...and these things are often only input and no output..

now a days, ah ma could finally output some of her thoughts..and her latest thoughts..a bf with a little tummy i can poke with..hehehehe

i was in M floor in taylors when that thing came to me...as a "good" ah ma..i would not have any requirements about what my future bf would be like..

i saw Emma taking a picture of Adam's healthy tummy..and i laughed to myself..when they left, i thought to myself..hmm...a healthy tummy...and came up with this thought...hehe...random leh...XD

and usually people will say "my partner must be strong, macho guy or a beautiful and feminine girl and ya-da ya-da ya-da"..to me..i love it when i can bond closer with the person dear to me..sooo....a little tummy will do a little trick..^^

when i am angry, i hit it..i doubt he might would mind...

when i am sad, i hug him (hey, at least that man of mine feels comfortable to cry on and then sleep on later)

when i am happy, i can rub it..(this just came to me..don't accuse me of anything)

so yeah..there are uses for a little tummy...

XD

that is why i would like a honey with a little tummy...^^

at least i know when i fall, i have a soft landing...hahaha

so yeah...the comic below is an illustration..i guess it might be enlarged to a too big size..its not a good art but the it gets to the point...i guess.....

enjoy..

and i will go back to doing my assignment..

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do not copy and use without permission...thanks...^^..this are is originally posted up in www.SUEPOLARBEAR.deviantart.com.

link to the art itself

when you are bored?!

i can post a new blog..

eh hem..yay!

finally..anyway..just to "promote" my senior...i am posting something which is of terrible effect to him and people all around the world..kids! look away...

for those who know him..Please do not say a word...

you guys have seen him before...anyway..to my point...i am doind this because i have absolutely no faith in him(CWH) but love H2O...

and people all around the world..drink bubble tea..BUT!!don't drink it everyday like my senior...unless you want to die faster..there are always other BETTER methods...

yeah..that is what happens when you have nothing to do but have a good art that you simply cannot waste...

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry Senpai...XD

nights everyone...

The person's name is CHEN WEI HON....shhhhh!!!!

random..

the picture speaks for itself..

do not blame me...its from www.SUEPOLARBEAR.deviantart.com...

XD

i like so have got nothing to do when ICBM test is nearing..

bah...

(ie..as if i have nothing to do...)

i dun want to look at any of the subjects anymore..

ya..

you guys don't go to australia lah..

i will miss you all you know...

* sobs*

A POEM...THINK OVER IT..

PONDER OVER IT..BUT DON'T FALL FOR IT...

here you go:

Can i cry on your shoulder
From night till dawn
Until the stars and moon goes to sleep
And the sun wakes up
Until a new day has come
Because this time there is no Hope
Nor Dreams
Because Hopes are lies 
And Dreams are illusions

Love never existed
It was Mother Nature’s way of laughing at us
For being mortal fools
To be disillusioned by love is to throw yourself into a sea of sorrow, lamentation and pain
The more you love, the deeper into the sea you go

Is this what i want

No.
I was looking for you
The light
The day
And the night

But when i wake up
I find that i am alone

“oh, it was just a dream”

I awake
Dreams filled with love
Heart hungry for love
Soul missing of love
Body tired from love

Then i ask myself
“Do i don’t need it”
“No, cause i already have it
Within me

I save whatever i can recover
I heal whatever that needs healing
I will stop searching, 
Continue giving
Stop replacing
And continue healing

Yes, time heals
But it does not restore things back to its original state

Two people hurt by one action
One, a direct attack
Another, an indirect attack

As i watch my thoughts go by
I realise how stupid i was
I depended on you
“but what’s wrong with crying on your shoulders” i ask
“A whole pond of unsettle mind” you look at me
For you too are human too
You would grow tired one day

Can i cry on your shoulder

No, i was not meant to
My life has led me to crying on my own
Walking on my own
Living on my own
Feeling happy on my own
Feeling sad on my own
Feeling pain on my own
Feeling joy on my own

Feeling lonely
Without a shoulder 
Without a kind hand to help

I cry on my own.

from:www.SUEPOLARBEAR.deviantart.com

hahaha...

that's is where i have been busy...

=P

all for pork?...

HAHAHAHAHAHa

people people people...

here ah ma is...

i have been missing from crapkingdom for sometime...

citizens of crapkingdom...HOW ARE YOU...

-fine-...

good good...^^

oki doki..

what happened to me..

can't remember mush..

(you forgot that i am ah ma)...

but here is a illustration to show you...

hahahahahaha..

things that happened on Msn...

all for pork?

for full view...click here

hehe..

enjoy....

toodles...

how are you Su su?

to all people who have been wondering what had happen to me..
(and also to ah gong who thinks i am always emo...*sweat* here is a few pages worth of main things that had happen to me...


the links will lead you to a story of what had happen to me during the sem break and how come i have become like this..(ah gong. i hope this explains your questions)

click here -> an insight


and


click here-> Senior Jason



i have absolutely no intention of leaving anyone of you guys. no intention of isolating..just that at times i am quiet
because i am thinking.


i hope you all understand...
any further questions, PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO QUESTION ME...

when you (all) are gone

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in JuneI

Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And

There was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

We would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

Chorus:As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la;

yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la,

we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

when you all are in thailand..except audrey...and ah gong...

i had nothing to do..

listened to this song..

memories..

and thinking you all will be gone..(in australia)

sigh..

as we go on...we remember..all the time we..had together....And as our lives change,.... from whatever....We will still be,.....friends forever

love ya all...

*tears*

susu shouts to the director.."Director, tissue please.."

To finish what i have started....

To people who have been catching on this blog.

You may be wondering who are the members involved in creating this blog...
Well...here they are...

It is a bit (understating this statement) confusing but you’ll get the hang of it...


But........


Looking at the family tree..it looks like serious explanation is needed.



Eh hem... (Anyone disagrees about the presentation..change it...or tell me)

The red line = friends
Explanation: all members in the round round club are friends to each other.

Blue lines = family members
Lembu born susu who is ah ma. Ah ma has a grandson called ah gong (literally). Ah gong has 3 granddaughters (Nicole, jojo and plutorian)
The three of the granddaughters have a aunty (phi phi)



Black lines:
1. Ah gong is ah ma’s ah gong (as in ah ma’s grandfather)
2. Ah ma is lembu’s ah ma (as in lembu call susu ah ma)
3. Lembu call ah gong “ah gong” (although lembu is the eldest, she calls her grandson ah gong

See..It’s simply...

Hahahahaha

dun worry if you can't see..it might be better...

(psst..nicole lai..how to make it clearler...WTF!!!)

*we are born and will die someday...treasure every moment you have...round round club in support of your life...WTF!!!*

from me to you(6 of you)

half a year has gone by..and i am 20 edi...

that's not the sad part though..
the sad part is...2009....

everyone(except Phi Phi) will be going to australia...

nicole will become PR...not coming back...

jojo will be going..

audrey will be going..

ah gong will be going..

and me..in malaysia....


hehehe(gelak sendiri)
nevermind...

i will take the camera with me everyday..

and if there are any new events in malaysia...
i'll take a pic of it....


heh heh..*tiada semangat*

plus i cannot go to hat yai...
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we all know what is going to happen in 2009...
we all know what will happen...
.

..

...

although i may not be with guys always...

never the less...
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in my heart...i will always wish that every member in round round club will have a safe journey to australia, in australia and in your journey in life...
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i don't wish to see anyone of you guys..or anyone on earth to go through what i am going through...
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*play the graduation song*

"as we go on,
we remember,
all the times we,
spent together..."
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round round club....
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thank you for everything....

2.15

as i sit down here wondering when would i start...

i look at my laptop...

then i know...
i had a reli reli reli weird dream..

not that exam finished or vanished...

about weird events...

anyway...
i dun want to talk about that now


its 2.16 am...



AM!!

i purposely got up just to study fa2...
and this is what i do...
blog...

wtf....

ok...

random stuff...


today ah gong sms damn funny...

Ah Gong: today everyone must pray hard to BUDDHA, Jesus, ALLAH, NENEK MOYANG b4 leave ur house.
bless all good luck in stupid MA exam!..

LOL

muahahhahahahahahahahhahaha....
i laughed man...

^^


ok...
fa2...
by the way..
the food scope is damn nice wei...

101

Eh-hem...

Music please...

*Mariah carey

..and when a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can’t survive
And when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And when you finally see the truth
That the hero lies in yooouuuu.....


I officially announce that this is the 101th blog...
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

Dear Nicole....

You can NEVER delete your blog..

Coz if you do..
This will be the 100th blog and i don’t want that...i want to be 101th

"Friendship is flower whose seed, if nurtured by love and care will bloom forever...round round in support of your friendship....WTF!!!"

i believe i can die

eh hem...music please

*music playing*

i believe i can die
i believe i can touch the sky
i think about it everynight and day
spread my wings and fly away
i believe its hard to score
i see me running through that exam door

i believe i can die
i believe i can die
oh..i believe i can die

see i was on the verge of breaking down.
the urge to burn something was just too strong..

* can't continue

i believe i can die

nice beginning leh..

haha


i believe i can die...

*Friends come and go in our lives, but few find places so deep in our hearts that we know they'll always be with us. Round round club looooovvveessss your friends..WTF!!!*

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTRRRRREEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS

EXAM CRAZE!!!

Sue is my name and stress is my game...

i can see that the crapians are worried about exam..

and due to unfavoured timing(exam timing)..

stress is approaching us at a closer pace that no one could imagine.

dear crapians and UNISA students whom are reading this.

the time has come

and

i wish you all

all the best and best of luck...

the battle has begun and the time has come..

let us bring the crap out of us...

*bow*

to all crapians, three cheers to crap, shit and what the F***....

may we all survive the jaws of RM 2500..

*fist close to heart*

we are now on our way to seventh floor.(exam hall)

cheers!

WTF!!!!!

73% of Malaysians agree that they feel respected during sex. ( The Star,2008), round round club in support of your sexual life...WTF!!!

which one are you?

Children Learn What They Live

If Children live with criticism, they learn to condemn

If Children live with hostility, they learn to fight

If Children live with ridicule, they learn to be shy

If Children live with shame, they learn to feel guilty

If Children live with tolerance, they learn to be patient

If Children live with encouragement, they learn confidence

If Children live with praise, they learn to appreciate

If Children live with fairness, they learn justice

If Children live with security, they learn to have faith

If Children live with approval, they learn to like themselves

If Children live with acceptance and friendship, they learn to find love in the world


a whole peom (i think it could be called poem) that is hanging on my bed room wall..and jojo has seen it already....





GOOD MORNING EVERYONE.....1st time sue sue wake up so early just to blog...kidding...looking through the supplementary questions...teruk wei......


*sleep early and wake up early because it is good for both your mental and physical health...round round club in support of your mental and physical health..WTF!!!*

Ah Ma's experience b4 assignment due...

AH MA IS BACK...


LISTENING TO ANDREA BORCELLI WHILE THINKING OF MY STORY..


I find it weird..
especially these few days..

i can bet that every single person who reads this..(even those that are not within our group...eh-hem...i mean bark and A...eh-hem..hehe..just kidding)

will not believe a single word i say..

what i have to say is that i feel protected...

maybe i am feeing dizzy and i am typing nonsense..but the feeling seems real..

that i am protected by someone or something...somehow or other..these few days..events (mostly) happen in a way that i could avoid being harmed really badly..

i am very grateful about that..
for the fact that i have almost got into an accident a number of times..the fact that i could have been dead and burried six feet under ground...i would not have made it for my 19th birthday..
i may have been dead after my Ausmat exams..may not even know you all now...

terrible things just happen everywhere..

For this..i toast a toast to these people:
1) my family..for always being there for me
2) negk..for all the things you have done..
3)yang mulia.for teaching me how to crap and be random..
4) jojo for showing me around taylors in my first year..
5) plutorian for being who you are.
6) ah gong for seeing the bad times that i was in and trying to get me to talk
7) lembu.. for understanding me
8) phi for helping me whenever you can and
9)...i will continue when get out from this dizzy spell..

i am very very very grateful

that you all still put up with my nonsense..*do i look like i care*...and still stick to me or get me to stick to you all when i am MIA...(missing in action)

thanks a lot

i really don't know what could be done in return (other than money, coz i need that too..XD)..but maybe i will return it back in another life...
maybe..
maybe not

who is to know...

either way..

yang mulia, jojo..phi..plutorian..lembu..ah gong..thanks...
*i need tissue*
thanks a lot..

i will miss all of you if anyone of you were to go overseas..
your laughter, smile, crappiness, and randomness..nothing i could do to stop anyone of you..but i hope that we could all still keep in touch...

*appreciate what you have today coz it may not be here (or there) the next day..round round club in support of your mental health..WTF*

just show a little kindness

Damn irritating wei..

Presiden also like that wei. leader also like that wei.. honestly wei..i would like to just see that they all are concern in one way or another wei. At least the subordinates feel like they have support wei..they know that the leader is there wei..i sound like kah leong wei..

All I felt that I was alone..
ya..
I understand that in the real working life is going to be like that.(thank my lucky star that I meet such people)
Now that I have got kinda used to these people. It makes me feel.
a) I treasure my friemds more
b) I am getting used to working and hadling it own my own.
c) I learn to communicate and negotiate
d) Learned that people who can’t see are everywhere..(its an metaphor..think about it)
e) That I need to be exposed more and
f) I want to help promote the fair during unisa lecture..(nervous lah)
g) I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!muaks muaks muaks from ah ma…

Honestly..i wouldn’t have been so mad if the leaderS showed a little kindness(quote and unquote eliza doolittle, from my fair lady)

*her picture*

. At least show that you care and that we are not doing it for SH**.

Wtf!!( I know I am not but hey..i need to express somewhere..you guys dun mind right..XD)

Anyway..
I know we all have our own lives to live..


However..

Showing a little kindness won’t hurt…